Something Off...
Monday, November 21, 2005
Dapat may tinatapos akong layouts ngayon pero tinatamad ako....
Something's off this week. It's been a boring and uninspiring week for me. Ewan ko kung bakit, pero it's been a very slow week. I've started hating evryone who noticed me thig week, friends, loved ones basta lahat. Starting to get tires of the same faces I see each week.
Oh, and there's that anime fair thingie in up on saturday. Ev'ryone will be there. I wont
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La la la la la la... Qoutables na lang nga
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
2 entries in 2 days... pucha, wala na naman ako magawa sa buhay ko.
"I see the world as it is... in shades of gray"
I coined this saying out of the blue one day when a thelogy professor asked the whole class the quotes and sayings we live by. He asked us to explain each in turn. He was especially intrigued by mine( which after the explanation, he got infuriated by it). He even asked me after the explanation, "even the Church?" My answer, yes. Even the Church.
Nothing in this world is purely good... and purely evil. Are you so naive that you only see the world in black and white?
Yup... I believe this. Nothing is purely good and evil. It comes down to degree, People who know me know that I'm a sarcastic critic who thinks reeeaaaallyyyy outside the box. In the world of dreamers and ambitions, I'm the one who shoots them down, one by one by one. I see reality not ideals. The world is in just one color not lots of.
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In The Darkness
Sunday, November 13, 2005
I've been receiving nagging complaints that I rarely update my blog.... may nagbabasa pala ng blog ko... who knew? And anyway... hmm, i'm supposed to do some comic pages for a freelancing gig right now but i'm here blogging away... shows you my work ethics. School's back and i'm still the rebel and troublemaker that i was or so the assistant dean says.
Anyway, despite everyone saying that the komikon was great, it was the only purely comic event in the philippinea, and all that... and eventhough i'm one of the organizers. I didn't like it... i almost didn't go. The komikon team is great and all, and I like those friends of mine very much but when it was for certain that it was happening... it just didn't hold the thrill of it anymore, at least for me. But we were shorthanded andthey needed me so i had to finish my workload early so that i could be at komikon to help them out.. Getting up as early as 5am. I didn't mind at all... when people need you you're supposed to be there no matter what.
And... i'm living all alone again,Living on pizza softdrinks and quick fix dinners... unless i actually want to spend time cooking in which i cook a decent meal. I'm almost at the end of my schooling. People have been cheering me on that i can do it. I wouldn't want to disappoint them and make their efforts into naught.
But what use is this course of mine when it's in a whole other world i currently work in and i plan on staying here.
I like drawing and making comics... so what is my course for? the course i worked hard for? I'm making money now so why do i have to finish it?
Just being philosophical, forget about it.
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